I want to tell you about myself to inspire you that everything is possible, as long as you DO YOURSELF!

From childhood I was very shy and always full of complexes! I always sat embarrassed on someone’s lap and it was better to be silent! During school it was disastrous to speak or read in front of everyone, so that everything inside me was shaking! In my teenage years, when I started to see my body, I was abnormally complex, even though I was thin, little! I followed all kinds of diets, I exercised at home, but I was still ashamed of myself! Later, I started to torture my body even more actively with training and reproaches that it is not what I want! When intimate relations began, another complex appeared! Orgasm? What is that? I didn’t know it existed until I was 24! It was always acting (because that’s how porn makes everyone howl and orgasm, so men like it, so I’ll do it, so that my partner wants/loves me!) Talking about these things?- pfff.. laughing? there need to be with guts!! Silence was my stamp!

At some point, I finally had a relationship, which gradually opened up in me some sense that there is an orgasm! He did everything possible – the impossible! A really hard ”fight”, because I was a tough nut 😀 But sometimes it really worked out – I let myself go because I trusted! I actually cried from the healing of it, but was still scared! Silence and a sense of self-punishment dragged along… There was always a thought in my head; “Will there be an orgasm this time?” I could see how it affected him – and very often he blamed himself, even though we both knew that my head was “in the trash” and couldn’t relax! I was still in the mindset – I’m not good enough! I was unsure of myself, I didn’t know what I wanted and who I was! Even though I worked a lot with my orgasmic pleasure, it wasn’t always! It made me dig into it even more! And within the framework of this relationship, I started to do various practices, such as transformative breathing. I got pregnant and my biggest “teacher” in life was born. I continued to dig myself little by little..

At that moment, I was depressed for at least 9 months (which I didn’t realize), which my son’s father opened my eyes to! OK, Natural Medicine and Breathing gave me an interest in researching everything I could!!

….But…so…orgasm exists! Yeeey! But how to get it to be always? During that time I continued breathing, added Kali, Dance, used and studied natural medicine! ,…I started to enjoy myself, my body, my feelings, orgasm was also much more frequent! I studied myself, cried a lot, screamed, shook myself… I SAW MYSELF! Oh dear… I am a Female Creator!

In one moment after many experienced practices and learning, I created my own concept for an atypical “fitness” class, where we breathed the dynamic breath that I created anew, putting together the nuances! Which was followed by a twist of crazy movements into conscious, mind-blowing movements! I always had the feeling that there was more than what we could find out! I continued to dig and in the process created a new concept for women in 2020 “Woman Creator” in latvian languige (“I am a Woman” in the name) I had experienced so much through my work and practices, so I was ready to give it out! What was unexpected? – 250 women applied for the project, and a large part wanted a continuation.. I didn’t think at that moment that there would be more.. but you see, we are in 2023 and 22 big projects and a couple of small ones have been launched! Practices made me dig deeper and revelations came after revelations. 2020 was my breaking point – the family broke up! So the big study called “So who am I and what can I do?” started even deeper!

Teachings and practices kept coming my way that added to my knowledge of body, mind and emotions. Did I mention that I started studying human body already after high school, (completely unconsciously), I started studying the Red Cross Med at RSU. in college, parallel coaching courses, followed by completely conscious choices – Bachelor’s degree in Physiotherapy and Master’s degree in Sports Science! Psychosomatic drew in its charm due to the belief that illness and injury or an atypical manifestation of the body has quite a lot to do with our thoughts and emotions! Respectively, my little, inquisitive child is praised and honored continuously, for his desire to explore the world, without borders! I pulled myself out of the sadness of the divorce very quickly and was really born again, once again, but even stronger! At that moment, I had projects, and, to be honest, there were thoughts and accusations that I am not entitled to give women any internships when my own family is falling apart! But we gathered our forces together, because the project did not bring anything about relationships, but about a woman’s Self-growth, emotional purification, self-exploration! IF I DIDN’T HAVE PROJECTS TO KEEP ME DOING AT THAT TIME, I wouldn’t have “recovered” so quickly! Because every practice that I gave and am giving, I do it on the same way for real! So the emotions that came out in these live sessions were genuine and not held back! And being so honest – howling in tears and ranting in front of 100 and more other women was a big step on the way to the truth of not being afraid of myself (“what will others say about it?)” I felt so strongly the old, long ago traumas that I let go into nothingness through daring!!!

NOW I AM – a powerful, self-confident, conscious, sexual, pleasure-filled and sexy woman! With strong desires, conscious possibilities and self-belief! With such high and intense orgasmic intimacy, which I would never have imagined! I know that for myself I am Sexy, Smart, Powerful, True, Self-loving and Unreal orgasmic about everything! With a great desire to learn and get to know this world again and again! And I don’t give a s*it, if someone has something else to say to Me – Because, I know that envy comes ONLY FROM PEOPLE WHO DON’T LOVE THEMSELVES!!! (I’ve been there, I know!)